Decision made.

I am doing it.

I have kept reading, kept talking, kept thinking. Last night I might have called it off. But I went back to my reasons in the first place. The reasons that made me find out if it was even possible in Juneau. If I decided it was a huge mistake 6 months, 1 year, 2 years out...well it is reversible. I can have it unfilled. If that is not enough I can have it removed. Most insurances will remove it since it is a foreign body. If tricare says no, well we can save up.

So I sat the girls down this morning and told them I was having surgery on my belly on monday. I explained that the doctors will cut my belly, go in, fix me up, then I will come home. I explained I will be sore for a while. That daddy will have to do mod everything the first few days. But I would be back to normal soon. And Paige related it to a surgery Rob had in Sept. So the idea of surgery is not new to them.

I asked if they had any questions. Paige did. Her question..."will you still be able to dance to the black eyed peas?" Love my kiddos!